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The Highest Form of Hope

... not just wishful thinking

 

The Man Cold



How true, how true.

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'Tis the season for great reality TV (such a rare rare thing)... I spent the evening flipping between my two favorite RTV shows So You Think You Can Dance and Last Comic Standing. Actually, they're probably two of the only reality shows I enjoy (and two things I can't do - tell a joke and follow choreography) though I have to say I have some fond memories of watching The Bachelor with a couple former youth...

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Painting the Face of Christ

In 1863 a controversial painting made its debut in Paris. Edward Manet unveiled his masterpiece Olympia. Olympia depicts a female nude, within the context of 1860's Paris, reclining on an unmade bed. But it was not her nudity that created the critical uproar. It was her face. She showed no signs of modesty or shame. She confronted the viewer with a gaze of indifference. She was not an idealized Greek goddess (as were most female nudes of the time), as her name suggests, but a courtesan... The equivalent to a high-end prostitute. If this was not shocking enough, her face was recognizable, perhaps even to some of Manet's critics. Prostitutes were often used as nude models, but never was a portrait done of the actual woman. Her gaze is almost accusing, the look of a woman who feels nothing for those who use her services.

The viewer is confronted with Olympia's true identity. She is a real woman who exists on the fringes of society. And that is what is most offensive about this painting - the brutal acknowledgment of Olympia's humanity.

Portraits are not usually thought of as controversial. Perhaps we are so used to our convenient digital cameras that capturing an image of our loved ones seems commonplace. But it was not always like this. Portraits, both paintings and photographs, used to hold supreme value, and only the wealthy could afford such a luxury (perhaps this is still the case in many areas of the world). In a world that is flooded with images, the image of a person has lost much of its meaning.

Take, for example, tabloids. A certain celebrity's photographs are produced and reproduced and reproduced caught in the most intimate and unexpected moments; swimming on vacation, on a walk in the park with their children, out late partying with friends. After a while we forget that this is an image of an actual human being. She becomes a product rather than a person, an image rather than flesh and blood.

An image can reveal humanity, or it can dehumanize. Whatever the outcome of a photograph or painting or drawing or otherwise, one thing is clear: images, especially images of people, have power.

So what does it mean to produce an image of Christ?

We have a clearly defined template of what type of image can represent Christ... This template is largely taken from images of Greek gods (as are most templates in western art!). In recent years this template has been challenged, but generally we can tell if the image in question is depicting Christ. It would be foolish to believe that this is what Christ actually looked like - most of us would probably agree that it would be impossible to create a "historically accurate" portrait of Jesus of Nazareth.

But yet we still make images of him. He may not be as much of a staple in "high art" as he once was (this could be debatable), but his image has certainly resurfaced numerous times in the products of pop culture and kitsch. Generally, the images of Christ that are seen most often today are in these realms. The image of Jesus is more recognizable in a bobble head doll than in Caravaggio's Supper at Emmaus.

So the other day I painted the face of Christ for the first time. I was planning to paint him apart from the well known template... but that is not how it worked out. I planned to paint a simple outlined face in white, but it ended up looking cold and unfeeling. In some traditional images, there is something about his beard and his sad eyes that is undeniably human. Disheveled and road-worn, the image of the suffering servant seemed to outshine the humanity of the people surrounding him - a contrast to the clean, Swedish looking man in all his glory following the resurrection. And in truth, such triumphant images were created to glorify a particular diocese rather than to glorify Christ.

In
Silence, a book by Shusaku Endo, the protagonist confronts the clean and beautiful image of Christ in the context of the immense suffering of Japanese Christians. For a moment he confuses his own prison-worn reflection with the face of Christ. The clean and dazzling images of Christ in glory are silent to him, but the face distorted by suffering speaks. The face of Christ is most clear under these circumstances - perhaps because we can connect with his humanity best in such depictions.

The face of Christ is a complicated thing. It is a particular beauty that should subvert commonly held opinions about what is beautiful and what is ugly in this world. The face of Christ can be found in the most beautiful of faces, but more often we see his face lifting up the ugly, the powerless, the weak. It is beauty found in the form of a slave.

It was a profound experience. Painting his face (even drawing his face) was something I've never attempted. I felt it was in another threshold of sacredness that I was just not ready to cross... But now I've crossed it. Realistically I know that this is probably not what he looked like and that this image will probably not be seen by many and will have very little consequence in the grand scheme of things... But it was a valuable step for me - to create an image of Christ that took labor, practice, thought, time, creativity, and faith. It was an image that reconnected me to the sacredness and the beauty of humanity and of Christ himself.

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JP and JM together again!


Last weekend I took a mother's day trip away from my responsibilities as "mother"... It was truly relaxing and it was awesome to catch up with my bestest friend since the very first day of kindergarten, JP.

On Saturday we headed down to the Vancouver Art Gallery and saw two exhibit by film artist Kutlug Ataman. Unfortunately, we were a few days early for a really cool looking show about Anime, but Ataman was well worth the commute. The shows were exploring the communities of Kuba (a dissident Kurdish area of Turkey ) and Orange County, California - you couldn't find two more different communities! Kuba was sobering. It included 60 interviews with 60 individuals discussing everything from family violence and political oppression to Enrique Iglesias (yes, apparently he is an inspirational figure to young Kurds) and pop culture. Paradise, the Orange County exhibit was on the whole, an amusing experience. JP and I laughed ourselves silly at the eccentric characters of the community, including a psychic, an American idol wannabe, a plastic surgeon, and an artist who had a vision of a Native American man come to her in a dream to give her the gift of joy (most people in this series of interviews suffered from major self-awareness issues!). After the gallery, we bussed over to Granville Island and looked at the student exhibits at Emily Carr. I really enjoy looking at student work - one performance art piece featured a girls chewing and sculpting a giant block of bubble gum. It was called "Chew" - makes me want to attend art school (or never chew gum ever again).

On Sunday we had the privilege of attending a wedding of one of our former youths - it was a beautiful wedding. I won't post any pictures of the happy couple, I'm sure they'll have them up on facebook shortly! You can take my word on it that Deanne looked stunning! It was also nice to run into some people from Forrest Grove I hadn't seen in a while. Through one of them I found out that my brother is plnning to fight someone on June 24th... If you know Matt you'll understand why I'm not concerned. All I ask is that he posts pictures of the match on his blog.

On Monday JP had to work, so I wandered scenic Fort Langley. I had an excellent quiche for lunch (bacon and spinach - YUM) and read a book in a coffee shop for most of the afternoon. Then I explored the antiques mall. I don't buy a lot of antiques, but I always enjoy looking at objects people once treasured - what we choose to collect certainly says volumes about our world view! Some of the treasures I found that day were a Diefenbaker cookie jar, photographs of Haida children taken at the turn of the century, some 1940's pinups and a toy I used to play with as a child (specifically, "Outdoor Adventure Skipper")! Crazy!

But of course the highlight of the weekend was hanging out with JP, who, other than Paul, knows me better than anyone. And we have the exact same sense of humor - which is something I dearly miss (who else would understand "my sox" or "ma thighs"?)! Plus, she's an amazing cook - and we generally have the same taste in food which is also awesome... We share an affinity for mangoes, couscous, and pumpkin seeds (not all together of course!). Oh, I miss you already! Come and visit me soon!

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Yeah. Come on.

This is not a joke. This is a real rap video from Hungary... A heartfelt response to the war in Iraq. Now I've shown this to several people, but the only one who really appreciated it was JP, who joined me in laughing so hard our eye makeup was involuntarily removed.

Some of the subtleties of this video by rapper (though he could be more accurately categorized as a artist of the 'spoken word') "Speak" include the lyrics "Tupac, he was the best. Rest in peace. My respect", "Sometimes people make a war, don't know what it's for", and a peppering of rap phrases from the 90's such as "check", "bid-ness" and "come on".

Other artistic intricacies such as a boy dropping dog tags to the ground, Speak walking through a graveyard dressed in a black trench coat, and releasing a pigeon (not a dove, a pigeon) into the air as a conclusion to this anti-war masterpiece, make this a truly memorable youtube video which is sure to entertain for years to come.

So enjoy.

And stop the war.

Peace.

Come on.

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Flying Fan

Attention Coldplay fans!


There is a free listen to a song called "Violet Hill" off their upcoming album (Viva La Vida - coming out June 16th) at www.coldplay.com - I was under the impression that this would be downloadable, but I can't figure it out (if anyone is more computer savey than I - it's very very possible - let me know how to do this). It's different than anything they've made in a while - more rockish (if that is indeed a word, my spell check says it's not) - but I absolutely love it! There's also a song available on itunes for purchase (Viva La Vida).

Check it out.

Plus, I am looking for a candidate to be my first real (taking tickets for POD at Youth Quake doesn't count) concert experience (ever - can you imagine that?). I would say that Coldplay would be in my top three... maybe number one, but it's a tough call. Anyways, I'll be keeping my eyes open for their next tour (PLEASE come to somewhere in western Canada.... PLLLEEEEEASE!!!!!).


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Happy Mothers Day to ME!

I get to go to the wedding of one of our very dear youth in Fort Langley this weekend - Congratulations Deanne! And of course there's the added bonus of hanging out with JP... We're going to go to Vancouver, to the gallery and then we'll check out Emily Carr at Granville Island - how did she know that I would absolutely LOVE that? I'm flying in and out at some weird times (thank you airmiles) so I'm going to be relegated to scenic Fort Langley on Monday. Oh well, I'll make the best of it I suppose... I'll spend the whole day reading a book in a coffee shop and exploring antique stores [poor me!].

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